BUT IM GOING TO SEE PARAMORE JUNE 16th!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Second time baby. seeing my wife Hayley
2/21/09
paint me your canvas so i can become, what you could never be
so its 11AM and im gonna make a quick posting
turns out i got a lot going on pretty soon here.
first im going to floriday the end of may for a wrestling show death match tournament
AND
i woke up this morning...first let me explain
My brother knows pro wrestling legend Playboy Buddy Rose. and his friends with him. and he talkes to him from time to time, and talked to him a while back about me wresting...anyways...
i woke up this morn and my brother goes "i talked to playboy and he said he wants you to call him later and talk to him, and hes gonna want you to go talk to him in person in west virginia, cause youre so small hes gonna have you start out on lucha libre and if you can take a month of being beaten on, and arent afraid of heights, you can go somewheres in a month"
YESS!!!! My wrestling carrer just might start!!!
im pretty much excited sure its not the big names or on TV but hey, gotta make a start SOMEWHERES right? and with Lucha Libre being born in Mexico, i MIGHT just travel to Mexico for some shows or something unless theres something around here. who knows.
im basically taking it as setting small goals at a time which will lead to a bigger goal
so i must find ways to gain weight, considering no matter how much i eat, my metabolism is just too fast and nothing gets in my meat/body. so maybe some fattening shakes or something idk.
ive been working out but nothing so far, i mean sure i can feel myself progress farther then when i started. but nothings showing.
alright im gonna have to go but ill leave you a lucha libre video so you know what it is and how its different from american
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t8iBsRZKSE0
turns out i got a lot going on pretty soon here.
first im going to floriday the end of may for a wrestling show death match tournament
AND
i woke up this morning...first let me explain
My brother knows pro wrestling legend Playboy Buddy Rose. and his friends with him. and he talkes to him from time to time, and talked to him a while back about me wresting...anyways...
i woke up this morn and my brother goes "i talked to playboy and he said he wants you to call him later and talk to him, and hes gonna want you to go talk to him in person in west virginia, cause youre so small hes gonna have you start out on lucha libre and if you can take a month of being beaten on, and arent afraid of heights, you can go somewheres in a month"
YESS!!!! My wrestling carrer just might start!!!
im pretty much excited sure its not the big names or on TV but hey, gotta make a start SOMEWHERES right? and with Lucha Libre being born in Mexico, i MIGHT just travel to Mexico for some shows or something unless theres something around here. who knows.
im basically taking it as setting small goals at a time which will lead to a bigger goal
so i must find ways to gain weight, considering no matter how much i eat, my metabolism is just too fast and nothing gets in my meat/body. so maybe some fattening shakes or something idk.
ive been working out but nothing so far, i mean sure i can feel myself progress farther then when i started. but nothings showing.
alright im gonna have to go but ill leave you a lucha libre video so you know what it is and how its different from american
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t8iBsRZKSE0
2/17/09
i know you may be scared and were unprepared but i dont care...
heeeey short time no post eh?
nothing reallys gone on...
hmmm last time i posted...
been wrestling, wrestled at wrestlebowl with WZW, RLSW and my fed UCW. it was a really fun show. day one faced Mr.Colins. i punted his head really hard, knocked him out legit for 5 seconds then gave him the Rodney King Driver II, (to find it on youtube look up Joker Driver) but instead of sitting out i just leaped forward and droped him on his head. i won a WZW title, so now i hold two belts
Day 2 went against AJ Badd and 2step. i was so stiff to AJ Badd and i felt so bad. i had 2step set up for a move, and the spot was AJ was gonna come in i kicked him off, then hed come back in and throw me over. we'll he forgot the first kick so when he got to me, my knee caught him RIGHT in the chin really hard. then 2step hit me with the Rodney King Driver I. it was a good match, AJ Badd beat us after i speared 2step and hurt my neck in the process then AJ neckbreakered me.
heres some photos from that weekend
Me, AJ Badd, and Genocide ( their bros) chillen on the couch, their easily the funnest dudes to hang out with.
UCW repristitives
Everyone from Wrestlebowl weekend minus like 3 dudes
now were on break again untill WRESTLEFEST! easily the biggest backyard sshow thats gonna happen here. 50-60 wrestlers, weekend of march 7th. we got guys driving hours, flying in, and everything.
went to see Friday the 13th on, Friday the 13th. it was SO GOOD. sure i had a few gripes cause Jason was too human for me. he shouildnt have ran or been vunerable. but i love how it was a prequal, a prequal-sequal, then a sequal.
then i was gonna go to my old highschool that i graduated from for a dance. i was signed up, all prepared to confront Allie, tell her what was needed to be said, and finally end things once and for all, or possibly pick them back up and try it again (doubted) but turns out im BANNED FROM MY HIGHSCHOOL! WTF?! turns out on my senior year, last day, when i did a front flip off the balcony into a sea of ppl (who knew i was doing it and were willing to catch me) is something thatll get you banned 2 years later....HA! fuck that place.
oh, in other news. WWE had an AMAZING PAY PER VIEW!!! last sunday was No Way Out. its rare WWE does a good PPV let alone an AMAZING one, it started with Edge losing his title and being the first elminated in the elmination chamber, THAT pissed me off to no ends, as Edge is my favorite and my hero. then the rest of the PPVw as good. Mainevent time, Edge comes out takes out one of the members in the second and final chamber match for the other world title, and enters himself, and WINS it. so i was Flipping out of happiness. i had an emotional roller coaster that night from Pumped-Pissed-decent-happy-OVERWHELMED
hmmmm..oh my Uncle drove up from Arizona to New York...yeah he drove cross country haha. he goes back home tomarow (flying back leaving the car for my grandma) so ill be dropping in to see him tonight.
other then that nothing has gone on. im going to a dance with Kate and Rach next month the day after wrestling. to a school i dont know, and never have been to, both of them really want me to go, so ill have 2 dates...lawl.
oh, my grandpa just got outta the hosipital last night and is now home but on oxygen for now.
turns out he had emonuia (SP?) and hes hasnt been weaned off the oxygen so he needs it for now like i said. and when he got home he gave me his old digital camera .
then Kate came to a town nearby to check out a college and since i havent seen her in SO long, i went to see her and we hung out for about an hour before she had to go home. it was really nice seeing her. considering we havent hung out since we met and neither of us were looking too hot that day haha. so i test drove the digi cam for one pic of us, (she took plenty more with hers) so ill post it at the end.
cya later
-This is how we dance when when they try to take us down this is how we'll sing it, this is how we'll stand when when they burn our houses down this is what we'll be oh glory/ On this day, i see clearly everything has come to life, better place and a broken dream and we leave it all behind, on this day its so real to me, everything has come to life. another chance to chase a dream another chance to feel. chance to feel alive-
nothing reallys gone on...
hmmm last time i posted...
been wrestling, wrestled at wrestlebowl with WZW, RLSW and my fed UCW. it was a really fun show. day one faced Mr.Colins. i punted his head really hard, knocked him out legit for 5 seconds then gave him the Rodney King Driver II, (to find it on youtube look up Joker Driver) but instead of sitting out i just leaped forward and droped him on his head. i won a WZW title, so now i hold two belts
Day 2 went against AJ Badd and 2step. i was so stiff to AJ Badd and i felt so bad. i had 2step set up for a move, and the spot was AJ was gonna come in i kicked him off, then hed come back in and throw me over. we'll he forgot the first kick so when he got to me, my knee caught him RIGHT in the chin really hard. then 2step hit me with the Rodney King Driver I. it was a good match, AJ Badd beat us after i speared 2step and hurt my neck in the process then AJ neckbreakered me.
heres some photos from that weekend
Me, AJ Badd, and Genocide ( their bros) chillen on the couch, their easily the funnest dudes to hang out with.UCW repristitivesEveryone from Wrestlebowl weekend minus like 3 dudesnow were on break again untill WRESTLEFEST! easily the biggest backyard sshow thats gonna happen here. 50-60 wrestlers, weekend of march 7th. we got guys driving hours, flying in, and everything.
went to see Friday the 13th on, Friday the 13th. it was SO GOOD. sure i had a few gripes cause Jason was too human for me. he shouildnt have ran or been vunerable. but i love how it was a prequal, a prequal-sequal, then a sequal.
then i was gonna go to my old highschool that i graduated from for a dance. i was signed up, all prepared to confront Allie, tell her what was needed to be said, and finally end things once and for all, or possibly pick them back up and try it again (doubted) but turns out im BANNED FROM MY HIGHSCHOOL! WTF?! turns out on my senior year, last day, when i did a front flip off the balcony into a sea of ppl (who knew i was doing it and were willing to catch me) is something thatll get you banned 2 years later....HA! fuck that place.
oh, in other news. WWE had an AMAZING PAY PER VIEW!!! last sunday was No Way Out. its rare WWE does a good PPV let alone an AMAZING one, it started with Edge losing his title and being the first elminated in the elmination chamber, THAT pissed me off to no ends, as Edge is my favorite and my hero. then the rest of the PPVw as good. Mainevent time, Edge comes out takes out one of the members in the second and final chamber match for the other world title, and enters himself, and WINS it. so i was Flipping out of happiness. i had an emotional roller coaster that night from Pumped-Pissed-decent-happy-OVERWHELMED
hmmmm..oh my Uncle drove up from Arizona to New York...yeah he drove cross country haha. he goes back home tomarow (flying back leaving the car for my grandma) so ill be dropping in to see him tonight.
other then that nothing has gone on. im going to a dance with Kate and Rach next month the day after wrestling. to a school i dont know, and never have been to, both of them really want me to go, so ill have 2 dates...lawl.
oh, my grandpa just got outta the hosipital last night and is now home but on oxygen for now.
turns out he had emonuia (SP?) and hes hasnt been weaned off the oxygen so he needs it for now like i said. and when he got home he gave me his old digital camera .
then Kate came to a town nearby to check out a college and since i havent seen her in SO long, i went to see her and we hung out for about an hour before she had to go home. it was really nice seeing her. considering we havent hung out since we met and neither of us were looking too hot that day haha. so i test drove the digi cam for one pic of us, (she took plenty more with hers) so ill post it at the end.
cya later
-This is how we dance when when they try to take us down this is how we'll sing it, this is how we'll stand when when they burn our houses down this is what we'll be oh glory/ On this day, i see clearly everything has come to life, better place and a broken dream and we leave it all behind, on this day its so real to me, everything has come to life. another chance to chase a dream another chance to feel. chance to feel alive-
2/2/09
quotations...
since there is no quotation secontion, im putting some here...
"A strong man doesn't need to read the future. He makes his own"
"we're not tools of the government or anyone else. Fighting was the only thing... the only thing I was good at. But at least I always fought for what I believed in"
"You mustn't allow yourself to be chained to fate, to be ruled by your genes. Human beings can choose the kind of life that they want to live. What's important is that you choose life... and then live"
"Building the future and keeping the past alive are one in the same thing."
"The memories you have and the role you were assigned are burdens you have to carry. It doesn't matter if they were real or not.That's never the point."
"There's no such thing in the world as absolute reality. Most of what they call real is actually fiction. What you think you see is only as real as your brain tells you it is."
"We can tell other people about -- having faith. What we had faith in. What we found important enough to fight for. It's not whether you were right or wrong, but how much faith you were willing to have, that decides the future."
"you were right. It's not about changing the world. It's about doing our best to leave the world... the way it is. It's about respecting the will of others, and believing in your own."
"were given life so we can aton for our sins"
"A strong man doesn't need to read the future. He makes his own"
"we're not tools of the government or anyone else. Fighting was the only thing... the only thing I was good at. But at least I always fought for what I believed in"
"You mustn't allow yourself to be chained to fate, to be ruled by your genes. Human beings can choose the kind of life that they want to live. What's important is that you choose life... and then live"
"Building the future and keeping the past alive are one in the same thing."
"The memories you have and the role you were assigned are burdens you have to carry. It doesn't matter if they were real or not.That's never the point."
"There's no such thing in the world as absolute reality. Most of what they call real is actually fiction. What you think you see is only as real as your brain tells you it is."
"We can tell other people about -- having faith. What we had faith in. What we found important enough to fight for. It's not whether you were right or wrong, but how much faith you were willing to have, that decides the future."
"you were right. It's not about changing the world. It's about doing our best to leave the world... the way it is. It's about respecting the will of others, and believing in your own."
"were given life so we can aton for our sins"
1/30/09
I come to you in pieces so you can make me whole
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA. oh man, ever dig through old folders on an old comp to find old pics??? thats how i found this beauty, me with medium hair, Web before his hair got long...this was at his schools dance (his school he went to is a town over from the one i went to) and it was like...10th grade? maybe 11th im not sure. but Web and I are always joking around having a great time, hence why we went junior high on everyone. that was my old wrestling attire too btw. as you can see below
man thats old school for ya, like...06? i cant remember id have to watch the old tapes and i dont feel like it right now
ah. its 10:00 Am. i actually got a decent nights sleep. 6 hours is better then the usuall 3 hours. so maybe i wont take a power nap today...probably will anways.
so not much has gone on.
a guy my backyard buddies know had a try out for WWE and hes basically in, he just has to get bigger...and hes 19. here i am 20, not bulked, and going no wheres. it was a bit of a slap in the face to me to get my ass going if wrestlings what i really wanna do. so ive started working out. i do it every morning right after waking up, cause eating then working out, is the worst idea. and i know if i wait for my food to digest ill be waiting a while then become lazy.
side note, the band im suppose to be singing for has started up practicing and soon will need me so...yeah go me? i told them if were gonna do this, i demand we do a cover of What have you done now with my friend Morgan. or some Paramore song and she can sing it, shes the only person ill allow to sing Paramore in my presense, i hate it when people who ccant sing, try to and ruin the song for me...i mean i dont mind a good fun time singing jjust for fun, like on the drive to Round Lake for a wrestling show, myself, Don Warren, George, and Weber all knew unforgiven II so we all sang it, im ok with that, but when im driving and their singing to themselfs or something like that i cant enjoy it, call me an asshole but its true. and Morgan has a talented voice, and pulls off Paramore amazingly, and weve sung what have you done before just for funzies, and it was great i feel. oh and Allie i alllowed to sing Paramore but lets not go into that.
oh so i forgot to mention about my hangins at Martel and 2steps. we watched an old 80s horror film called Silent night deadly night, about a kid whos uncle told him how santa punshishes the naughtey then that night his parents were killed by a guy in a santa outfit, so he grows up hating santa and being terrified of him then he grew up and hes a late teen, and the store he works for has him dress up as....you guessed it SANTA, he goes on a psychotic kill spree. it was good, it was one of those, "sex and death" things. then we watched SawV which was FUCKED up, but REALLY good story
ever forget bout something like a movie/song then watch/ listen to it again and realize how great it is? that happened to me recently with both a movie and song. the movie- the Condemned. such a good movie, i suggest you all see it. song, suffocate by Cold. i love Cold and always listen to them idk why i havent listened to Suffocate in a while but i havent and i did and it ruled.
now im sitting on the couch watching Street Fighter II Anime/manga movie. pretty good, havent seen it in a while. i think im just looking to unbury old things i love but havent shown much love to latley. not sure what to watch next since now its over...well across the universe is on i think ill leave that to play.
so yeah...nothing else in the world of me really. G-pa's in the hospital, hes been having chest pains, im sure he'll be fine. mom goes into surgury for her knee next wednsday. so thats gonna be fun. taking care of her all day every day for at least 2 months...
well enjoy the rest of these old photos i found...be shocked to see me with short hair...
small spiderman suit in wally world
everyone at an old wrestling show...i be the one on top right in the jersey
Andrea and I at a Taking Back Sunday concert...
heres a not old pic but the last pic of Andrea and I before she left for the Navy
yup...our last hang out before she left for the navy, sure when she came home for leave i hung out with her but...oh how i miss her <3
old wrestling, a move i called the Frog Leap where i front fliped then leg droped the back of yoiur head...this was the match where i tore something in my chest
Frogleap again, but on the base we upgraded to. this was before we made it the best. this was just tires, plywood, carpet, and tarp. our base is now *from bottom to top* tires, pallets, mattres springs, plywood, carpet.
another old pic. with me entering. and facing off with Reaper, i was IC champ aaaaand he was in a match to dermine number one contender for my belt. but lost haha
me again with the IC belt. i held it for a while. 
me and the Hardcore Legend wrestler known as Mick Foley.
one of Maddy and I's first hang outs, she was obssessed with my super man shirt and wanted to wear it, so we traded shirts. mind you this is at a county fair haha
Maddy and i again at a pizzaria...wow, we were young. look at the short hair with the gel! haha
ok im just astounished at how Maddy and I have grown im posting the latest pic of us just to compare...
yup we grew lol. this is us at the midnight premier of TwilightWell hope you enjoyed...ccyaaaa
-This is how we dance when when they try to take us down this is how we'll sing it, this is how we'll stand when when they burn our houses down this is what we'll be oh glory/ On this day, i see clearly everything has come to life, better place and a broken dream and we leave it all behind, on this day its so real to me, everything has come to life. another chance to chase a dream another chance to feel. chance to feel alive-
1/25/09
so now im standing here all alone, im learning how to live life on my own...
so the weekend is over. and im sad cause i for once, had an eventfull and not boring, fun weekend.
so you know up untill the day of me going to Martel and 2steps to hang out. well i went, and it was ultimatly the funnest. hung out with Martel, 2 step, carlos, mr.colins, manic, grey tee, rocco, and big guns. i ended up pulling an all nighter with 2step, we stayed up watched wrestling videos and talked over lots of wrestling funzies.
sunday, didnt go wrestle, it was 14 degrees. SCREW WRESTLING out in that weather. especially after having an all nighter, we all hung out for the day then, Martel, 2step, manic, rocco, big guns, mr.colins, Scuba Steve, Dr.Sexy, and myself watched the royal rumble. which was a GOOD show. EDGE IS WWE CHAMP AGAIN!!!! RVD returned, Orton won the rumble. it was a really good show. (no i never got to see Kate and meet Rach =/ )
then i dropped off Manic and Scuba Steve and came home.
in which the process of, i got TWO pieces of info which made me down...perhaps in time ill reveal them to the "general public" but right now im keeping to myself and a select few.
P.S. Sky, yes i did have a blast at the Chinese Girls' house
-This is how we dance when when they try to take us down this is how we'll sing it, this is how we'll stand when when they burn our houses down this is what we'll be oh glory/ On this day, i see clearly everything has come to life, better place and a broken dream and we leave it all behind, on this day its so real to me, everything has come to life. another chance to chase a dream another chance to feel. chance to feel alive-
so you know up untill the day of me going to Martel and 2steps to hang out. well i went, and it was ultimatly the funnest. hung out with Martel, 2 step, carlos, mr.colins, manic, grey tee, rocco, and big guns. i ended up pulling an all nighter with 2step, we stayed up watched wrestling videos and talked over lots of wrestling funzies.
sunday, didnt go wrestle, it was 14 degrees. SCREW WRESTLING out in that weather. especially after having an all nighter, we all hung out for the day then, Martel, 2step, manic, rocco, big guns, mr.colins, Scuba Steve, Dr.Sexy, and myself watched the royal rumble. which was a GOOD show. EDGE IS WWE CHAMP AGAIN!!!! RVD returned, Orton won the rumble. it was a really good show. (no i never got to see Kate and meet Rach =/ )
then i dropped off Manic and Scuba Steve and came home.
in which the process of, i got TWO pieces of info which made me down...perhaps in time ill reveal them to the "general public" but right now im keeping to myself and a select few.
P.S. Sky, yes i did have a blast at the Chinese Girls' house
-This is how we dance when when they try to take us down this is how we'll sing it, this is how we'll stand when when they burn our houses down this is what we'll be oh glory/ On this day, i see clearly everything has come to life, better place and a broken dream and we leave it all behind, on this day its so real to me, everything has come to life. another chance to chase a dream another chance to feel. chance to feel alive-
1/24/09
you call me a stranger you say im a danger
WHATS UP MAH FANS OF MAH SUPERSTARDOM!
so its almost 7am....im home surprisingly enough
so yesterday was a good day. did everything i planned to, then made breakfast and went to bed by 730ish woke up at 2pm. went to buzzys college. it was fun, and i discovered the power of an asskicking 5 hour energy shot. lets just say, this shit, fucks your mouth with authority. then your adrenline system.
we hung out at the chinese girl's house. alas, only Meggie and Veronica were up, the rest were passed out. so we hung out with them, leo and alex, they saw my wreslting videos and ultimatly im famous hahah.
we left i came home. i went to bed at 1am. but woke up at 4...ugh. i hate having insomnia. its a biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitch and a half.
so im watching OLD OLD wrestling tapes from when i was like....14-15! the year 04-05.
these vids arent up on youtube for a reason, they SUCK! lol, were just....i dont even know we act like we know what were doing, moves are executed so wrong, bumps are HORRID, and its hilarious.
story lines and commentarys hilarious though.
"i need a drink" "you can drink my LIQUIFIED SHIT!" and there was a storyline where i ran for presidency of the fed cause the president was a drunk. and steve has a commentator called "EXTREME ERIK!!!" who from IDAHO! and is FULL FORCE for the SOUTH and not you YANKEE SOMSABITCHES, THE CIVIL WAR IS ALIVE AND WELL! lol
you aaaaaaaaaaaaare aaaaaaa butt humping goblin rapping piece of flamming fuck!
im so glad we learned and are so much better. wow i was SO YOUNG, and SHORT HAIR
so i got in a mood to get the two secondhand serenade CDs, so i did, and two Spill Canvas CDs.
i must say my favorite AHHHH JAMES JUST RAN IN!!!! haha ADD much? yeah ANYWAYS
my favorite Secondhand serenade song is either Stranger or Fall for you.
i havent decided which spill canvas song is my favorite
im just ultra ppumped for hangings tonight with Martel, 2step, Manic, Kate and meeting Rachael
well the sun is rising, and alas i must sleep, maybe eat first.
-This is how we dance when when they try to take us down this is how we'll sing it, this is how we'll stand when when they burn our houses down this is what we'll be oh glory/ On this day, i see clearly everything has come to life, better place and a broken dream and we leave it all behind, on this day its so real to me, everything has come to life. another chance to chase a dream another chance to feel. chance to feel alive-
so its almost 7am....im home surprisingly enough
so yesterday was a good day. did everything i planned to, then made breakfast and went to bed by 730ish woke up at 2pm. went to buzzys college. it was fun, and i discovered the power of an asskicking 5 hour energy shot. lets just say, this shit, fucks your mouth with authority. then your adrenline system.
we hung out at the chinese girl's house. alas, only Meggie and Veronica were up, the rest were passed out. so we hung out with them, leo and alex, they saw my wreslting videos and ultimatly im famous hahah.
we left i came home. i went to bed at 1am. but woke up at 4...ugh. i hate having insomnia. its a biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitch and a half.
so im watching OLD OLD wrestling tapes from when i was like....14-15! the year 04-05.
these vids arent up on youtube for a reason, they SUCK! lol, were just....i dont even know we act like we know what were doing, moves are executed so wrong, bumps are HORRID, and its hilarious.
story lines and commentarys hilarious though.
"i need a drink" "you can drink my LIQUIFIED SHIT!" and there was a storyline where i ran for presidency of the fed cause the president was a drunk. and steve has a commentator called "EXTREME ERIK!!!" who from IDAHO! and is FULL FORCE for the SOUTH and not you YANKEE SOMSABITCHES, THE CIVIL WAR IS ALIVE AND WELL! lol
you aaaaaaaaaaaaare aaaaaaa butt humping goblin rapping piece of flamming fuck!
im so glad we learned and are so much better. wow i was SO YOUNG, and SHORT HAIR
so i got in a mood to get the two secondhand serenade CDs, so i did, and two Spill Canvas CDs.
i must say my favorite AHHHH JAMES JUST RAN IN!!!! haha ADD much? yeah ANYWAYS
my favorite Secondhand serenade song is either Stranger or Fall for you.
i havent decided which spill canvas song is my favorite
im just ultra ppumped for hangings tonight with Martel, 2step, Manic, Kate and meeting Rachael
well the sun is rising, and alas i must sleep, maybe eat first.
-This is how we dance when when they try to take us down this is how we'll sing it, this is how we'll stand when when they burn our houses down this is what we'll be oh glory/ On this day, i see clearly everything has come to life, better place and a broken dream and we leave it all behind, on this day its so real to me, everything has come to life. another chance to chase a dream another chance to feel. chance to feel alive-
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