I looked into your eyes and saw a world i wish i was in

UPDATEAGEEEEEEEEE holy shit long time no postings. lets get crackalakin First, i got a job at FYE, its a great job. honestly i love it, is a fun enviornment everyone i work with is awesome, only problem is they schedual me a lot on weekends...when i wrestle.

speaking of which i WAS suppose to have my first PRO FUCKING BOOKING this saturday but nooooo you have to be at the venue by 4 and i work untill 2 and its a 4 hour drive. and instead theres a show in Conneticut at a highschool in a real ring, for charity so im going to that cause at least thats 3 and half hours and i get out at 2 and it starts at 6. so yay for that. the only gripe i have is its in a highschool so im restricted to no swearing ( that i can do), barley any weapon use (ok thats gonna okay cause i like dumb bumps but can handle it) and no blood (aweeee comeon i wanna get reactions and all these get the best) so im gonna be a heel which means im gonna be a bad guy, so ill have mic time to downtalk the crowd of how pathetic they are and how they follow the crowd and are nothing but sheep, and will never ammount to anything and theres a reason im ontop and their on the bottom worshiping me...yeah im a dick lol

next UCW, the fed i wrestle for here in my home town, is shutting down. one of the guys got hurt when he went to WZW last weekend and is retiring, and no ones really dedicated but me and don, so were shutting it down. we dont want it going untill it gets lame. so were gonna end it now while its still good so we can look back and thing awesome.

hmmmm oh so the best day at work had been by far me having a shitty day, and nothing exciting going on, im helping people at the register, then i see this girl walk in with long brown hair and a black leather coat and instantly my jaw droped cause i realized Kate had came to visit! why am i so happy Kate came? well one i love that girl to death, two, she lives an hour and half away! turns out she was visiting a college in the same town i work at, so she came by and saw me, gave me a good long hug then left, instantly made my day haha

the other day my day was...ugh. im working on the display in frontta the store and i hear "ROBERTS" i turn and i see Allie...long story short, it was kinda weird seeing each other after so long and of not talking and fighting some of the times hwne we did talk. turns out she was checking me out (no lie she told me herself) and was thinking about how she did wanna kiss me or something there...even though she has a b.f....ugh exs.....but im not falling back into it. Later that day Kate gave me great news. which made the day better so i was fine after. And I talked to Rach which of course made my day even more.

Today i woke up at 930 to go to FYE cause i do have off, but we only got in ONE copy of the Wrestler on bluray so i got there to get it. i watched it when i got home but fell alseep cause i was on 4 hours of sleep. then my parents got home, dad left for fire meeting, mom stayed home, so she watched the wrestler with me, i legit cried...again while watching it. my mom said it was a really good movie but she doesnt wanna watch it again cause it was really sad and depressing. and i just finished watchign it again...might be my new favorite movie haha.... well im done...enjoy pictures from the time that i've not posted
OH heres a music video of one of my latest matches that i made...enjoy
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I2ZJBlSNTnE


MARCUS FUCKIN MALIBU!

Sarah discovered my belt is a great cupholder haha

Kate with my jersey and my belt haha

Team Venom...my two badass managers =)

Team Venom again with my belts and milkshakes

uhmmmm this is EXACTLY what it looks like lol

Dr.Sexy and myself

Adam and i

Kyle, 2Step and myself

Don and I

Jay and I

Scott and I

Russ and I

Martel and I

Team Venom =)

day three (and last) of wrestlefest weekend.

okay so here it is.
last day of Wrestlefest.
i woke up at 7:45 AM left and picked up Kate, what a car ride that was on the way back, she was so hyper and happy she finally gets to see me wrestle cause shes been wanting to, and when i say hyper i mean REALLY hyper, bouncing in the seat, singing weird songs, it was funny and a great drive...she friggen bite my finger though...weird haha
well anyways, we get to the trailer for the show, and turns out the night before from the second half i missed, Steve landed on his shoulder and got hurt and didnt wrestle today, turns out Landyslam got hurt too and couldnt wrestle today, Danny Devine got hurt but not too bad he was fine when i arrived
time for the show to start, all the matches were REALLY good, and one spot was manics face was above a cinderblock and a dude went to doublestomp him off the roof onto him into the cinerblock...thank god they missed the cinder block, if they hit it, gaurentee he wouldnt be so fine.
Danny Devine got hurt again, but the trooper he was he got up after a 5 minute pause for him and continued the match.
KKK dislocated his shoulder, and was really hurt, but he poped it back in then 5 minutes later and continued the match, another trooper
Mainevent time, im nervous as hell. im in a 5 on 5 tag elimination match. Cubed, Joey Tornado, Skye, Drake Genocide, and Kris Urban vs Centofante, Alex Cross, Scotty Skills, Ian, and Robby Roberts (meee) Sarah and Kate came out with me during my entrance holding my belts for me then giving them to me.
and during introductions when i was introduced someone said "hide your girlfriends" cause ive been on all these drives with Sarah and Kate and they both have b/fs who were there haha
so the match starts people were paired off with someon from the opposite team, each pair took turns in the ring to do their sequences. mine was with Drake Genocide, a much bigger guy then me, one spot was he did this thing where i ran at him and he spun and slammed me off the base on the outside of the ring and i also hit the edge of the ring. then it went into everyone was brawling, then i did a diving cannon ball off the garage roof into everyone. Cubed went to do a 630 flip, but he messed up and landed backfirst and it fucked him up really bad, and we had him get out of there. then it went into elimnations, Ian eliminated Skye, Joey eliminated Ian, i then came in and speared Joey off the base onto the ground and eliminated him, i was celebrating then Urban came in and hit me and gave me a Michnoku Driver onto a ladder (where he picks me up on his shoulder then drives me head/neck/shoulders first into the ladder) and eliminated me. but i was fine, i was selling, then next thing i know, something really hard in the temple and i saw a white flash. turns out Centofante did his move to Urban where he makes him backflip and land on his head. but when he fliped his foot hit my head. i was slightly concussed-like i had the worst headache, into dizzyness and sickness. i layed out for about 5-10 minutes then got up and got out of there. it was down to Cubed and Centofante and Cubed beat Cento for his teams win.
im fine now though.
i drove Kate and Sarah home. then drove home for the last and final drive for the weekend. thank god. im tired and dead, my knee is sore from being bent from driving.
i came home, ate, showered (it was muddy and of course i was covered from bumping out of the ring.)

so that is all for the weekend....one of the best weekends of 09 coulda been perfect if something goes off and starts, and....we had to put Rupert down =( turns out when i was gone, he was hit by a car, my dad took him to the vet and his pelivs (i think it was) was broken and if he did heal, he wouldnt last cause something happend to where he couldnt go to the bathroom...and so he was put to sleep... =/ im really upset over this, he was the best cat ever, and he has to go...i dont want another cat im not gonna replace him, im not even gonna bother getting attatched since it does upset me like this...im gonna miss him so much....i loved him so much


*sigh* so that is all....im gonna go to bed now...g'night



wasnt even a full year old....and now... ='(

day two of Wrestlefest.

HEEERE I AM at 2 A.M.
and its...3AM!? FUCK the clocks litterally just jumped forward and hour....UGH there goes an hour of sleep.

okay so this morning i woke up at 7:40 AM and left on the first hour and half to get Sarah, then drove the hour and half back for the wrestling show.

I wrestled my match against KKK, Ian, and Erik Douglas....GREAT MATCH.
we started the show and it stared to rain and got heavier for my match and it was horrible but we didnt let it get to us. some of the good spots were like, i was in a camel clutch (the dude sits on my back and wrenches my neck up) by Ian, and then KKK got Erik in a weird thing where he had all his limbs and was swinging him into my face. another spot was Ian was down on his stomach so i ran went to give Erik an RKO (grab their head you land on your back and they land face first) then when i jumped i grabed KKK's face for a codebreaker (you jump land on your back grabbing the back of your opponest head and smash their facei n your shins) i did both of those then i landed back first on Ian, hitting all 3 of them with a move. it ruled.
another spot was KKK gave me a Ki Krusher off the base on to the ground on my shoulders/neck. (he has your head locked and your leg lifts and drops you on your shoulders and neck) then he went to curb stomp me on a ladder i spun and kicked him off and speared him INTO the garrage side. then the finish was i went to do a fancy thing on KKK, he caught me, had me in the air hooked my head and my arm and diped a little then threw me up and over him head/shoulders/neck/back of the head first onto the ladder for the win. it was a great match. i was so wet and cold by the end of it though, completley worth it.

then i left with Sarah to go to her schools dance that i was invited to by her, Kate, and Rachael.
we left and were driving but the fog from the rain was SO bad i was going 5-10 mph with the window down cause i couldnt see the road. but we got there, half hour late. hung out with Kate, her b/f Mannie, Sarah, and Rachael. i talked a bit with Rach, and hung out, i tried to dance but, you damn kids and your hippity hoppity, i didnt know much music that was played but a few. it continued on for the night, and i talked and hung out a bit. then the last slow song came on, Far Away by Nickelback, and Rach and I shared that one together. then we all walked out and went our ways, i drove Sarah back to the hotel where Scotty (her b/f) is staying, and i came home and am ultimatly tired.

Tomarow i get up to an hour and half drive to get Kate, then hour and half back then wrestling show. then after driving her and Sarah back home hour and half away, then hour and half drive back. then my weekend is DONE. *sigh* im so drained, i cant wait for it to be over now, the best has already happened.
going to bed .

Day one of the threeday event of Wrestlefest

its 2:45 A.M. and today was already a good start.

so i had to pick up KKK (Kombat Kombination Kid...no hes not racist nor is his gimmick lol)
cause Warren lives up to him being the unreliable shitman and couldnt get him. so i woke up at noon, ate, left to get Don, then left for the Airport, we get there and the ONLY flight thats delayed is HIS. and theres NO details about it. so we have no idea if hes layed over for long or short or what. we found out it was only a half hour layover and waited longer, we thought maybe this was a premintion for a bad show weekend. he gets there we get back to the trailer, i drop them off where Steve James Morgan and Warren were waiting. i went home took a nap (driving drains me) and ate, then went back to the trailer when all the other Feds showed up (all but 2 feds of guys) we decided to do a night show. my match was against Kenny Storm whom people have wanted me to face. in the match we did good, all the spots were done good. in one spot he went to throw me over him as he fell back, he landed on my face and busted my lip open, no big deal. then he gave me an exploader suplex outside the ring onto the ground. then the finish, i went to hit my finisher, he grabbed me threw me on his shoulders, spun me and gave me a German suplex, but when he did, my knee came flying back FULL force, and hit me RIGHT on the nose, and instant tears (not from being hurt but getting hit in the nose does cause tears instantly) and instantly, bloody nose. so i got pretty roughed up lol. but it was a good match.
the rest of the matches ruled, i got the Drunk Bitch Driver 2K9 after a dudes match and i headspiked it sickly and scared everyone lol.
hung out for a litte bit came home.
talked to Kate and Sarah from 11pm to 230 AM, as i was helping out Kate then Sarah joined and all cause one girl is a bitch and has no regards to honor or feelings even though shes their "friend" and mine too. but whatever.
i should be going to bed, i have to get Sarah and Kate tomarow at 8:30...ugh.

then were back here for the wrestling show. then we leave for their highschool dance. then after the dance, ill either come home, or stay at Martels for the night with Sarah and Kate, then we go to the show on sunday and then i take them home and then my weekend will be done...its gonna be long and my car is gonna have so many milages. cause they live an hour and half away and so lets see....to get them. come back. to go to the dance, come back, then take them back, then back home...

hour and half times 6 is 9 total of driving...UGH lol


well ill report back tomarow night...maybe with what happened

Whoaaaaa I never meant to braaaaggg

BUT IM GOING TO SEE PARAMORE JUNE 16th!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Second time baby. seeing my wife Hayley

paint me your canvas so i can become, what you could never be

so its 11AM and im gonna make a quick posting
turns out i got a lot going on pretty soon here.
first im going to floriday the end of may for a wrestling show death match tournament
AND
i woke up this morning...first let me explain
My brother knows pro wrestling legend Playboy Buddy Rose. and his friends with him. and he talkes to him from time to time, and talked to him a while back about me wresting...anyways...
i woke up this morn and my brother goes "i talked to playboy and he said he wants you to call him later and talk to him, and hes gonna want you to go talk to him in person in west virginia, cause youre so small hes gonna have you start out on lucha libre and if you can take a month of being beaten on, and arent afraid of heights, you can go somewheres in a month"
YESS!!!! My wrestling carrer just might start!!!
im pretty much excited sure its not the big names or on TV but hey, gotta make a start SOMEWHERES right? and with Lucha Libre being born in Mexico, i MIGHT just travel to Mexico for some shows or something unless theres something around here. who knows.
im basically taking it as setting small goals at a time which will lead to a bigger goal
so i must find ways to gain weight, considering no matter how much i eat, my metabolism is just too fast and nothing gets in my meat/body. so maybe some fattening shakes or something idk.
ive been working out but nothing so far, i mean sure i can feel myself progress farther then when i started. but nothings showing.

alright im gonna have to go but ill leave you a lucha libre video so you know what it is and how its different from american

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t8iBsRZKSE0

i know you may be scared and were unprepared but i dont care...

heeeey short time no post eh?
nothing reallys gone on...
hmmm last time i posted...
been wrestling, wrestled at wrestlebowl with WZW, RLSW and my fed UCW. it was a really fun show. day one faced Mr.Colins. i punted his head really hard, knocked him out legit for 5 seconds then gave him the Rodney King Driver II, (to find it on youtube look up Joker Driver) but instead of sitting out i just leaped forward and droped him on his head. i won a WZW title, so now i hold two belts
Day 2 went against AJ Badd and 2step. i was so stiff to AJ Badd and i felt so bad. i had 2step set up for a move, and the spot was AJ was gonna come in i kicked him off, then hed come back in and throw me over. we'll he forgot the first kick so when he got to me, my knee caught him RIGHT in the chin really hard. then 2step hit me with the Rodney King Driver I. it was a good match, AJ Badd beat us after i speared 2step and hurt my neck in the process then AJ neckbreakered me.
heres some photos from that weekend Me, AJ Badd, and Genocide ( their bros) chillen on the couch, their easily the funnest dudes to hang out with.

UCW repristitives

Everyone from Wrestlebowl weekend minus like 3 dudes

now were on break again untill WRESTLEFEST! easily the biggest backyard sshow thats gonna happen here. 50-60 wrestlers, weekend of march 7th. we got guys driving hours, flying in, and everything.

went to see Friday the 13th on, Friday the 13th. it was SO GOOD. sure i had a few gripes cause Jason was too human for me. he shouildnt have ran or been vunerable. but i love how it was a prequal, a prequal-sequal, then a sequal.
then i was gonna go to my old highschool that i graduated from for a dance. i was signed up, all prepared to confront Allie, tell her what was needed to be said, and finally end things once and for all, or possibly pick them back up and try it again (doubted) but turns out im BANNED FROM MY HIGHSCHOOL! WTF?! turns out on my senior year, last day, when i did a front flip off the balcony into a sea of ppl (who knew i was doing it and were willing to catch me) is something thatll get you banned 2 years later....HA! fuck that place.

oh, in other news. WWE had an AMAZING PAY PER VIEW!!! last sunday was No Way Out. its rare WWE does a good PPV let alone an AMAZING one, it started with Edge losing his title and being the first elminated in the elmination chamber, THAT pissed me off to no ends, as Edge is my favorite and my hero. then the rest of the PPVw as good. Mainevent time, Edge comes out takes out one of the members in the second and final chamber match for the other world title, and enters himself, and WINS it. so i was Flipping out of happiness. i had an emotional roller coaster that night from Pumped-Pissed-decent-happy-OVERWHELMED

hmmmm..oh my Uncle drove up from Arizona to New York...yeah he drove cross country haha. he goes back home tomarow (flying back leaving the car for my grandma) so ill be dropping in to see him tonight.

other then that nothing has gone on. im going to a dance with Kate and Rach next month the day after wrestling. to a school i dont know, and never have been to, both of them really want me to go, so ill have 2 dates...lawl.

oh, my grandpa just got outta the hosipital last night and is now home but on oxygen for now.
turns out he had emonuia (SP?) and hes hasnt been weaned off the oxygen so he needs it for now like i said. and when he got home he gave me his old digital camera .

then Kate came to a town nearby to check out a college and since i havent seen her in SO long, i went to see her and we hung out for about an hour before she had to go home. it was really nice seeing her. considering we havent hung out since we met and neither of us were looking too hot that day haha. so i test drove the digi cam for one pic of us, (she took plenty more with hers) so ill post it at the end.

cya later

-This is how we dance when when they try to take us down this is how we'll sing it, this is how we'll stand when when they burn our houses down this is what we'll be oh glory/ On this day, i see clearly everything has come to life, better place and a broken dream and we leave it all behind, on this day its so real to me, everything has come to life. another chance to chase a dream another chance to feel. chance to feel alive-

quotations...

since there is no quotation secontion, im putting some here...


"A strong man doesn't need to read the future. He makes his own"

"we're not tools of the government or anyone else. Fighting was the only thing... the only thing I was good at. But at least I always fought for what I believed in"

"You mustn't allow yourself to be chained to fate, to be ruled by your genes. Human beings can choose the kind of life that they want to live. What's important is that you choose life... and then live"

"Building the future and keeping the past alive are one in the same thing."

"The memories you have and the role you were assigned are burdens you have to carry. It doesn't matter if they were real or not.That's never the point."

"There's no such thing in the world as absolute reality. Most of what they call real is actually fiction. What you think you see is only as real as your brain tells you it is."

"We can tell other people about -- having faith. What we had faith in. What we found important enough to fight for. It's not whether you were right or wrong, but how much faith you were willing to have, that decides the future."

"you were right. It's not about changing the world. It's about doing our best to leave the world... the way it is. It's about respecting the will of others, and believing in your own."

"were given life so we can aton for our sins"

I come to you in pieces so you can make me whole

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA. oh man, ever dig through old folders on an old comp to find old pics??? thats how i found this beauty, me with medium hair, Web before his hair got long...this was at his schools dance (his school he went to is a town over from the one i went to) and it was like...10th grade? maybe 11th im not sure. but Web and I are always joking around having a great time, hence why we went junior high on everyone. that was my old wrestling attire too btw. as you can see below


man thats old school for ya, like...06? i cant remember id have to watch the old tapes and i dont feel like it right now

ah. its 10:00 Am. i actually got a decent nights sleep. 6 hours is better then the usuall 3 hours. so maybe i wont take a power nap today...probably will anways.
so not much has gone on.
a guy my backyard buddies know had a try out for WWE and hes basically in, he just has to get bigger...and hes 19. here i am 20, not bulked, and going no wheres. it was a bit of a slap in the face to me to get my ass going if wrestlings what i really wanna do. so ive started working out. i do it every morning right after waking up, cause eating then working out, is the worst idea. and i know if i wait for my food to digest ill be waiting a while then become lazy.

side note, the band im suppose to be singing for has started up practicing and soon will need me so...yeah go me? i told them if were gonna do this, i demand we do a cover of What have you done now with my friend Morgan. or some Paramore song and she can sing it, shes the only person ill allow to sing Paramore in my presense, i hate it when people who ccant sing, try to and ruin the song for me...i mean i dont mind a good fun time singing jjust for fun, like on the drive to Round Lake for a wrestling show, myself, Don Warren, George, and Weber all knew unforgiven II so we all sang it, im ok with that, but when im driving and their singing to themselfs or something like that i cant enjoy it, call me an asshole but its true. and Morgan has a talented voice, and pulls off Paramore amazingly, and weve sung what have you done before just for funzies, and it was great i feel. oh and Allie i alllowed to sing Paramore but lets not go into that.

oh so i forgot to mention about my hangins at Martel and 2steps. we watched an old 80s horror film called Silent night deadly night, about a kid whos uncle told him how santa punshishes the naughtey then that night his parents were killed by a guy in a santa outfit, so he grows up hating santa and being terrified of him then he grew up and hes a late teen, and the store he works for has him dress up as....you guessed it SANTA, he goes on a psychotic kill spree. it was good, it was one of those, "sex and death" things. then we watched SawV which was FUCKED up, but REALLY good story

ever forget bout something like a movie/song then watch/ listen to it again and realize how great it is? that happened to me recently with both a movie and song. the movie- the Condemned. such a good movie, i suggest you all see it. song, suffocate by Cold. i love Cold and always listen to them idk why i havent listened to Suffocate in a while but i havent and i did and it ruled.
now im sitting on the couch watching Street Fighter II Anime/manga movie. pretty good, havent seen it in a while. i think im just looking to unbury old things i love but havent shown much love to latley. not sure what to watch next since now its over...well across the universe is on i think ill leave that to play.

so yeah...nothing else in the world of me really. G-pa's in the hospital, hes been having chest pains, im sure he'll be fine. mom goes into surgury for her knee next wednsday. so thats gonna be fun. taking care of her all day every day for at least 2 months...

well enjoy the rest of these old photos i found...be shocked to see me with short hair...

small spiderman suit in wally world





everyone at an old wrestling show...i be the one on top right in the jersey


Andrea and I at a Taking Back Sunday concert...
heres a not old pic but the last pic of Andrea and I before she left for the Navy
yup...our last hang out before she left for the navy, sure when she came home for leave i hung out with her but...oh how i miss her <3
old wrestling, a move i called the Frog Leap where i front fliped then leg droped the back of yoiur head...this was the match where i tore something in my chest

Frogleap again, but on the base we upgraded to. this was before we made it the best. this was just tires, plywood, carpet, and tarp. our base is now *from bottom to top* tires, pallets, mattres springs, plywood, carpet.
another old pic. with me entering. and facing off with Reaper, i was IC champ aaaaand he was in a match to dermine number one contender for my belt. but lost haha
me again with the IC belt. i held it for a while. me and the Hardcore Legend wrestler known as Mick Foley.

one of Maddy and I's first hang outs, she was obssessed with my super man shirt and wanted to wear it, so we traded shirts. mind you this is at a county fair haha

Maddy and i again at a pizzaria...wow, we were young. look at the short hair with the gel! haha


ok im just astounished at how Maddy and I have grown im posting the latest pic of us just to compare...


yup we grew lol. this is us at the midnight premier of Twilight


Well hope you enjoyed...ccyaaaa

-This is how we dance when when they try to take us down this is how we'll sing it, this is how we'll stand when when they burn our houses down this is what we'll be oh glory/ On this day, i see clearly everything has come to life, better place and a broken dream and we leave it all behind, on this day its so real to me, everything has come to life. another chance to chase a dream another chance to feel. chance to feel alive-

so now im standing here all alone, im learning how to live life on my own...

so the weekend is over. and im sad cause i for once, had an eventfull and not boring, fun weekend.
so you know up untill the day of me going to Martel and 2steps to hang out. well i went, and it was ultimatly the funnest. hung out with Martel, 2 step, carlos, mr.colins, manic, grey tee, rocco, and big guns. i ended up pulling an all nighter with 2step, we stayed up watched wrestling videos and talked over lots of wrestling funzies.
sunday, didnt go wrestle, it was 14 degrees. SCREW WRESTLING out in that weather. especially after having an all nighter, we all hung out for the day then, Martel, 2step, manic, rocco, big guns, mr.colins, Scuba Steve, Dr.Sexy, and myself watched the royal rumble. which was a GOOD show. EDGE IS WWE CHAMP AGAIN!!!! RVD returned, Orton won the rumble. it was a really good show. (no i never got to see Kate and meet Rach =/ )
then i dropped off Manic and Scuba Steve and came home.
in which the process of, i got TWO pieces of info which made me down...perhaps in time ill reveal them to the "general public" but right now im keeping to myself and a select few.

P.S. Sky, yes i did have a blast at the Chinese Girls' house

-This is how we dance when when they try to take us down this is how we'll sing it, this is how we'll stand when when they burn our houses down this is what we'll be oh glory/ On this day, i see clearly everything has come to life, better place and a broken dream and we leave it all behind, on this day its so real to me, everything has come to life. another chance to chase a dream another chance to feel. chance to feel alive-

you call me a stranger you say im a danger

WHATS UP MAH FANS OF MAH SUPERSTARDOM!
so its almost 7am....im home surprisingly enough
so yesterday was a good day. did everything i planned to, then made breakfast and went to bed by 730ish woke up at 2pm. went to buzzys college. it was fun, and i discovered the power of an asskicking 5 hour energy shot. lets just say, this shit, fucks your mouth with authority. then your adrenline system.
we hung out at the chinese girl's house. alas, only Meggie and Veronica were up, the rest were passed out. so we hung out with them, leo and alex, they saw my wreslting videos and ultimatly im famous hahah.
we left i came home. i went to bed at 1am. but woke up at 4...ugh. i hate having insomnia. its a biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitch and a half.
so im watching OLD OLD wrestling tapes from when i was like....14-15! the year 04-05.
these vids arent up on youtube for a reason, they SUCK! lol, were just....i dont even know we act like we know what were doing, moves are executed so wrong, bumps are HORRID, and its hilarious.
story lines and commentarys hilarious though.
"i need a drink" "you can drink my LIQUIFIED SHIT!" and there was a storyline where i ran for presidency of the fed cause the president was a drunk. and steve has a commentator called "EXTREME ERIK!!!" who from IDAHO! and is FULL FORCE for the SOUTH and not you YANKEE SOMSABITCHES, THE CIVIL WAR IS ALIVE AND WELL! lol
you aaaaaaaaaaaaare aaaaaaa butt humping goblin rapping piece of flamming fuck!
im so glad we learned and are so much better. wow i was SO YOUNG, and SHORT HAIR
so i got in a mood to get the two secondhand serenade CDs, so i did, and two Spill Canvas CDs.

i must say my favorite AHHHH JAMES JUST RAN IN!!!! haha ADD much? yeah ANYWAYS
my favorite Secondhand serenade song is either Stranger or Fall for you.
i havent decided which spill canvas song is my favorite

im just ultra ppumped for hangings tonight with Martel, 2step, Manic, Kate and meeting Rachael

well the sun is rising, and alas i must sleep, maybe eat first.

-This is how we dance when when they try to take us down this is how we'll sing it, this is how we'll stand when when they burn our houses down this is what we'll be oh glory/ On this day, i see clearly everything has come to life, better place and a broken dream and we leave it all behind, on this day its so real to me, everything has come to life. another chance to chase a dream another chance to feel. chance to feel alive-

did you hear the words i told you?

hola bitcholas!
so right now its 2:55. im waiting for 3 AM to roll around i just played a little bit of Metal Gear Solid 3. im wating for 3 AM cause i wanna play my PS3 online, and i have hughes net which has a certain threshhold ammount you can only use, and from 3 am to 6 am its unlimited and im pretty sure playing PS3 online would use a looot. so its all hooked up just not signed in or anything.

so latley not mucch is goin on, bros g/f Casey just went into the airforce, ill miss kicking her ass at random. my bro stayed here the night, then again, then again, and now a 4th night. i think he'll be going home tomarow though...YAY 3am im signing in but ill write more as this is a bit of a process since i chose automatching which takes a little bit to find ppl who want to do the match i want to...
but yeah i have to take care of his pug when he goes to work and im stuck home with it...blegh

tonight, i won over Sky over Jazzi, as my cuddling and will ferrell cherry amps bribes were more appealing.
bandwaggoner paramore fans continue to piss me off

so after 6 am im going to vacum, do a load of dishes in the washer, then dust, and ill be getting 20 bucks to have with me for the weekend.
then ill be going to bed, probably around 7ish or 8am

sleep till 4, wake up, shower and everything, then im heading over to Buzzys college, were hanging out for a little bit. then were gonna go to the chinese girls' house for a long night hang out. probably end up spedning the night. which will be fun, it always is a fun time.

(8 more ppl needed to do this match...c'moooooooooon)

Saturday ill be waking up, then heading home if i spent the night. were gonna do my dads bday a day early since ill be gone the 25th. probably have lasanga for dinner *moms lasagna > you*
then ill be heading out in the afternoon for an hour or so drive to my friend Martel's and am gonna hang out there. my friend Kate will be stopping by to say hi as i havent seen her since we met, and shes gonna bring her friend Rachele to introduce us. ill be staying the night at Martels.

(6 more people and its tuck here....im giving it 4 more minutes then i give up and am just joining a room rather then trying to host...NVM got em yay starting...i shall pause my writing)
well that fuckin blew. i hate fuckin laging! i pisses me off!!! i see a dude and i run duck and hide and start shooting and im getting hit while behind cover cause of lagg! ugg!!!
back to my plans...

sunday ill be at martels, then Mr.Colins 2step and myself will be going on an hour drive to RLSW to wrestle at a show, which should be good. then after the shows over back to martels to watch the Royal Rumble PPV. then back home.

so dont be surprised if im quite unreachable untill after the weekend.

well thats all for now
im gonna try to figure out how to end this lagging and keep playing CYA

-This is how we dance when when they try to take us down this is how we'll sing it, this is how we'll stand when when they burn our houses down this is what we'll be oh glory/ On this day, i see clearly everything has come to life, better place and a broken dream and we leave it all behind, on this day its so real to me, everything has come to life. another chance to chase a dream another chance to feel. chance to feel alive-

Robby Roberts 2008 Desire

no you have NOT seen this, this is a new one as of 1/15
watch please and feedback please
http://www.megavideo.com/?v=BONEU9W0

I give it all to you, Letting go of me

uhm....hi?
so if youre reading this im sure you know me, and a bit about me.
but heres a quick run down...
Jason
20
i wrestle, and love music.
ive had my heart ripped out, stomped on, nurtured back to health to be stomped on and hurt all over again by allie. then the peices were fit by a different girl only to have her drop it and shatter it all over again when found someone new. then Allie took it back again, and repeated her process as if it were some game.
so these events lead me to the pessimist i am today.
the only time i've ever felt at complete ease, and completley forgot everything was at the Paramore concert i went to and Warped tour. all were great times that i didnt have a care in the world and Allie didnt weigh on my mind. the following is a picture from Warped tour. the girl im hugging was a staff member...Buzzy and i were walking around and saw the Kia soul lounge but it was full and we didnt feel like standing in line, but there were about 3 staff members who saw our free hugs tshirts, ran up to us, and hugged us and said how cool we were, this one cute and pretty girl said how i was the coolest person shes seen the whole tour, we then let them go back to work and went our way. but we went by later and it was empty and we went in. and it was empty minus staff and this same cute staff member girl goes "hey, would you like a picture?" i asked if it was free she said yup. i told her id take the picture...only if shed be in it with me. she was like "well okay!" she got someone else to take it, and she was the one who instigated the hugging i was just gonna do the whole arm over the shoulder but she hugged me...and then she gave me my card to get the pic and said it was nice to have seen me again and hopes to see me next year....stupid me...didnt think to get her phone number....UGH!!!! i hope shes there next year...


im doing this blog cause, well when i talk about my day/time i tend to be a bit descriptive, so i figured this would be the best place for that.

but thats the big thing that happened all of 2008 and now to bring you up to date...starting christmas week
it was looking to be the saddest christmas, my family didnt have money, and it looksl ike we were gonna have to skip out on christmas this year, not even a tree which was my favorite part...it would have been just another normal day...
but we pitched together and got a tree 3 days before christmas. of course it was late so we had a choice beteen 3 trees. and got a lopsided too big tree. but it worked and it was great.
christmas eve, my friend Buzzy (real name Rob so when you hear me say Rob you know im talkin bout him) and Leo (real name Ryoskue but Leo's his american name, hes an internatial student from Japan) went to an international students christmas party, Chinese, Japanese, and Korean students all gathered to do secret santa, and we were invited as the house it was at, was some Chinese's girls houses that Buzzy Leo and myself are friends with. they did their secret santa, then we all ate, and sang christmas songs (the one time i didnt feel weird doing it with friends.) then everyone but us 3, and the girls who live there, left. i've come to be good friends with mainly Veronica, Paris, Tracey, and Meggie. the rest are cool, its just i havent yet to know them as well. it was a really fun time and i had a pretty care free time.
next day was christmas. mom dad and me left for my grandmas, and just sat and talked, no presents exchanging. then we left for my grandpa and grandmas. they got us gifts and i got them a gift card to dennys. they got me a hoody, a GPS, and a holder to put my GPS on so it wont slide off my dashboard.
New Years eve...my parents say "youve been really understanding bout this whole we couldnt do christmas. but we went out and got a loan and are gonna have christmast tomarow with your brother and Casey (his g.f) and we know you wanted an Ipod original and a PS3 but we'll take you out to get one now. i took the PS3 cause well, i can always make CD's for my car and i have my Itunes when im in my room. and my favorite Game series next to Zelda, had their final game release for PS3 and ive been dying to play it since its release. so i got Metal Gear Solid 4 and the ps3.
new years. my mom got me drinks, but i wasnt in the mood to drink so i still have them. might use them tomarow. but my brother and casey got me a Twilight hoody taht says Twilight, and the relase date and on the back it says "Roberts" in the Twilight writiing...really cool, i wear it when i enter to wrestle all the time.
so ive been playing MGS4 for a while now, beat in 24 hours but still play it again and again, this game rules, its sad though cause you can tell its the last in its series, and some of the cut scenes go over an hour!!! its ridiculous but SO GOOD! i love games with a in depth story and they had a lot to explian/holes to fill in and lots of links to connect. and in the end, everything came together.
since then, ive been wrestling, i won the Procore tournement so now im the first two time procore winner. and hold the belt for it.
ive actually been undefeated ever since november...pretty cool.
today i wrestled and busted out my new move. it was called the "Death-plex" but im thinkin more of a paramore name for it, cause its known im a big Paramore fan and use their song for my theme mixed with Metalingus by Alter Bridge
so im thinkin the H. Williams Driver, Para-Plex, Franklin drop, or Hayley Rainer. Im leaning towards Para-plex or H. Williams driver.
ill describe the move.
im behind the person so my belly is to their back. i wrap my right arm around theirs and pull it up and back so their elbow bends and their hand touches the top of their spin, i then wrap my left arm around theirs and bring it around their back so it bends at a 90 degree angle, i then pop my hips and throw the UP and over behind me. so they land on their head/neck, and i bridge for a pin.

well thats everything up to date. next time im sure it wont be SO long. but. yup...
peace out

-Jason.

-this is how we dance when, when they try to take us down this is how we'll sing it, this is how we'll stand when, when they burn our houses down this is what we'll be oh glory/ On this day, i see clearly everything has come to life. a better place and a broken dream and we leave it all behind. on this day its so real to me everything has come to life another chance to chase a dream another chance to feel chance to feel alive-