I come to you in pieces so you can make me whole

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA. oh man, ever dig through old folders on an old comp to find old pics??? thats how i found this beauty, me with medium hair, Web before his hair got long...this was at his schools dance (his school he went to is a town over from the one i went to) and it was like...10th grade? maybe 11th im not sure. but Web and I are always joking around having a great time, hence why we went junior high on everyone. that was my old wrestling attire too btw. as you can see below


man thats old school for ya, like...06? i cant remember id have to watch the old tapes and i dont feel like it right now

ah. its 10:00 Am. i actually got a decent nights sleep. 6 hours is better then the usuall 3 hours. so maybe i wont take a power nap today...probably will anways.
so not much has gone on.
a guy my backyard buddies know had a try out for WWE and hes basically in, he just has to get bigger...and hes 19. here i am 20, not bulked, and going no wheres. it was a bit of a slap in the face to me to get my ass going if wrestlings what i really wanna do. so ive started working out. i do it every morning right after waking up, cause eating then working out, is the worst idea. and i know if i wait for my food to digest ill be waiting a while then become lazy.

side note, the band im suppose to be singing for has started up practicing and soon will need me so...yeah go me? i told them if were gonna do this, i demand we do a cover of What have you done now with my friend Morgan. or some Paramore song and she can sing it, shes the only person ill allow to sing Paramore in my presense, i hate it when people who ccant sing, try to and ruin the song for me...i mean i dont mind a good fun time singing jjust for fun, like on the drive to Round Lake for a wrestling show, myself, Don Warren, George, and Weber all knew unforgiven II so we all sang it, im ok with that, but when im driving and their singing to themselfs or something like that i cant enjoy it, call me an asshole but its true. and Morgan has a talented voice, and pulls off Paramore amazingly, and weve sung what have you done before just for funzies, and it was great i feel. oh and Allie i alllowed to sing Paramore but lets not go into that.

oh so i forgot to mention about my hangins at Martel and 2steps. we watched an old 80s horror film called Silent night deadly night, about a kid whos uncle told him how santa punshishes the naughtey then that night his parents were killed by a guy in a santa outfit, so he grows up hating santa and being terrified of him then he grew up and hes a late teen, and the store he works for has him dress up as....you guessed it SANTA, he goes on a psychotic kill spree. it was good, it was one of those, "sex and death" things. then we watched SawV which was FUCKED up, but REALLY good story

ever forget bout something like a movie/song then watch/ listen to it again and realize how great it is? that happened to me recently with both a movie and song. the movie- the Condemned. such a good movie, i suggest you all see it. song, suffocate by Cold. i love Cold and always listen to them idk why i havent listened to Suffocate in a while but i havent and i did and it ruled.
now im sitting on the couch watching Street Fighter II Anime/manga movie. pretty good, havent seen it in a while. i think im just looking to unbury old things i love but havent shown much love to latley. not sure what to watch next since now its over...well across the universe is on i think ill leave that to play.

so yeah...nothing else in the world of me really. G-pa's in the hospital, hes been having chest pains, im sure he'll be fine. mom goes into surgury for her knee next wednsday. so thats gonna be fun. taking care of her all day every day for at least 2 months...

well enjoy the rest of these old photos i found...be shocked to see me with short hair...

small spiderman suit in wally world





everyone at an old wrestling show...i be the one on top right in the jersey


Andrea and I at a Taking Back Sunday concert...
heres a not old pic but the last pic of Andrea and I before she left for the Navy
yup...our last hang out before she left for the navy, sure when she came home for leave i hung out with her but...oh how i miss her <3
old wrestling, a move i called the Frog Leap where i front fliped then leg droped the back of yoiur head...this was the match where i tore something in my chest

Frogleap again, but on the base we upgraded to. this was before we made it the best. this was just tires, plywood, carpet, and tarp. our base is now *from bottom to top* tires, pallets, mattres springs, plywood, carpet.
another old pic. with me entering. and facing off with Reaper, i was IC champ aaaaand he was in a match to dermine number one contender for my belt. but lost haha
me again with the IC belt. i held it for a while. me and the Hardcore Legend wrestler known as Mick Foley.

one of Maddy and I's first hang outs, she was obssessed with my super man shirt and wanted to wear it, so we traded shirts. mind you this is at a county fair haha

Maddy and i again at a pizzaria...wow, we were young. look at the short hair with the gel! haha


ok im just astounished at how Maddy and I have grown im posting the latest pic of us just to compare...


yup we grew lol. this is us at the midnight premier of Twilight


Well hope you enjoyed...ccyaaaa

-This is how we dance when when they try to take us down this is how we'll sing it, this is how we'll stand when when they burn our houses down this is what we'll be oh glory/ On this day, i see clearly everything has come to life, better place and a broken dream and we leave it all behind, on this day its so real to me, everything has come to life. another chance to chase a dream another chance to feel. chance to feel alive-