2/27/09

Whoaaaaa I never meant to braaaaggg

BUT IM GOING TO SEE PARAMORE JUNE 16th!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Second time baby. seeing my wife Hayley

2/21/09

paint me your canvas so i can become, what you could never be

so its 11AM and im gonna make a quick posting
turns out i got a lot going on pretty soon here.
first im going to floriday the end of may for a wrestling show death match tournament
AND
i woke up this morning...first let me explain
My brother knows pro wrestling legend Playboy Buddy Rose. and his friends with him. and he talkes to him from time to time, and talked to him a while back about me wresting...anyways...
i woke up this morn and my brother goes "i talked to playboy and he said he wants you to call him later and talk to him, and hes gonna want you to go talk to him in person in west virginia, cause youre so small hes gonna have you start out on lucha libre and if you can take a month of being beaten on, and arent afraid of heights, you can go somewheres in a month"
YESS!!!! My wrestling carrer just might start!!!
im pretty much excited sure its not the big names or on TV but hey, gotta make a start SOMEWHERES right? and with Lucha Libre being born in Mexico, i MIGHT just travel to Mexico for some shows or something unless theres something around here. who knows.
im basically taking it as setting small goals at a time which will lead to a bigger goal
so i must find ways to gain weight, considering no matter how much i eat, my metabolism is just too fast and nothing gets in my meat/body. so maybe some fattening shakes or something idk.
ive been working out but nothing so far, i mean sure i can feel myself progress farther then when i started. but nothings showing.

alright im gonna have to go but ill leave you a lucha libre video so you know what it is and how its different from american

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t8iBsRZKSE0

2/17/09

i know you may be scared and were unprepared but i dont care...

heeeey short time no post eh?
nothing reallys gone on...
hmmm last time i posted...
been wrestling, wrestled at wrestlebowl with WZW, RLSW and my fed UCW. it was a really fun show. day one faced Mr.Colins. i punted his head really hard, knocked him out legit for 5 seconds then gave him the Rodney King Driver II, (to find it on youtube look up Joker Driver) but instead of sitting out i just leaped forward and droped him on his head. i won a WZW title, so now i hold two belts
Day 2 went against AJ Badd and 2step. i was so stiff to AJ Badd and i felt so bad. i had 2step set up for a move, and the spot was AJ was gonna come in i kicked him off, then hed come back in and throw me over. we'll he forgot the first kick so when he got to me, my knee caught him RIGHT in the chin really hard. then 2step hit me with the Rodney King Driver I. it was a good match, AJ Badd beat us after i speared 2step and hurt my neck in the process then AJ neckbreakered me.
heres some photos from that weekend Me, AJ Badd, and Genocide ( their bros) chillen on the couch, their easily the funnest dudes to hang out with.

UCW repristitives

Everyone from Wrestlebowl weekend minus like 3 dudes

now were on break again untill WRESTLEFEST! easily the biggest backyard sshow thats gonna happen here. 50-60 wrestlers, weekend of march 7th. we got guys driving hours, flying in, and everything.

went to see Friday the 13th on, Friday the 13th. it was SO GOOD. sure i had a few gripes cause Jason was too human for me. he shouildnt have ran or been vunerable. but i love how it was a prequal, a prequal-sequal, then a sequal.
then i was gonna go to my old highschool that i graduated from for a dance. i was signed up, all prepared to confront Allie, tell her what was needed to be said, and finally end things once and for all, or possibly pick them back up and try it again (doubted) but turns out im BANNED FROM MY HIGHSCHOOL! WTF?! turns out on my senior year, last day, when i did a front flip off the balcony into a sea of ppl (who knew i was doing it and were willing to catch me) is something thatll get you banned 2 years later....HA! fuck that place.

oh, in other news. WWE had an AMAZING PAY PER VIEW!!! last sunday was No Way Out. its rare WWE does a good PPV let alone an AMAZING one, it started with Edge losing his title and being the first elminated in the elmination chamber, THAT pissed me off to no ends, as Edge is my favorite and my hero. then the rest of the PPVw as good. Mainevent time, Edge comes out takes out one of the members in the second and final chamber match for the other world title, and enters himself, and WINS it. so i was Flipping out of happiness. i had an emotional roller coaster that night from Pumped-Pissed-decent-happy-OVERWHELMED

hmmmm..oh my Uncle drove up from Arizona to New York...yeah he drove cross country haha. he goes back home tomarow (flying back leaving the car for my grandma) so ill be dropping in to see him tonight.

other then that nothing has gone on. im going to a dance with Kate and Rach next month the day after wrestling. to a school i dont know, and never have been to, both of them really want me to go, so ill have 2 dates...lawl.

oh, my grandpa just got outta the hosipital last night and is now home but on oxygen for now.
turns out he had emonuia (SP?) and hes hasnt been weaned off the oxygen so he needs it for now like i said. and when he got home he gave me his old digital camera .

then Kate came to a town nearby to check out a college and since i havent seen her in SO long, i went to see her and we hung out for about an hour before she had to go home. it was really nice seeing her. considering we havent hung out since we met and neither of us were looking too hot that day haha. so i test drove the digi cam for one pic of us, (she took plenty more with hers) so ill post it at the end.

cya later

-This is how we dance when when they try to take us down this is how we'll sing it, this is how we'll stand when when they burn our houses down this is what we'll be oh glory/ On this day, i see clearly everything has come to life, better place and a broken dream and we leave it all behind, on this day its so real to me, everything has come to life. another chance to chase a dream another chance to feel. chance to feel alive-

2/2/09

quotations...

since there is no quotation secontion, im putting some here...


"A strong man doesn't need to read the future. He makes his own"

"we're not tools of the government or anyone else. Fighting was the only thing... the only thing I was good at. But at least I always fought for what I believed in"

"You mustn't allow yourself to be chained to fate, to be ruled by your genes. Human beings can choose the kind of life that they want to live. What's important is that you choose life... and then live"

"Building the future and keeping the past alive are one in the same thing."

"The memories you have and the role you were assigned are burdens you have to carry. It doesn't matter if they were real or not.That's never the point."

"There's no such thing in the world as absolute reality. Most of what they call real is actually fiction. What you think you see is only as real as your brain tells you it is."

"We can tell other people about -- having faith. What we had faith in. What we found important enough to fight for. It's not whether you were right or wrong, but how much faith you were willing to have, that decides the future."

"you were right. It's not about changing the world. It's about doing our best to leave the world... the way it is. It's about respecting the will of others, and believing in your own."

"were given life so we can aton for our sins"